Which means I really don’t need anyone to fix me. It’s my job to learn how, and not yours. Believe it or not, its the little things that can spin very quickly into full-blown panic. And NO. Throwing me into those situations is NOT effective. So, really, leave me to decide what to eat for breakfast by myself. It’s not going to change the world, forcing me into deciding right away. It’s not going to make me “better”.  

When it comes to my opinions, you need to accept the fact that I generally don’t have them. And again, forcing me to state an opinion that I don’t actually have is ineffective for obvious reasons.

Accept me for who I am, please. That’s all I’m asking. Really, I’m glad the world finds me amusing… honestly, it’s nice to have people laugh, even if it is at my expense, because joy is something we need more of.

It hurts sometimes, when people try to fix me. It’s like I’m not good enough for them as I am… which I suppose is true. I’ve never really been good enough. And now I have even more reasons why people dislike me…

And now I feel bad, for asking people not to try and fix me. Because they are only trying to help… It just… doesn’t. It makes me feel unloved, and unwanted.

I wish it was as easy as you forcing me to make a decision, but if that worked… don’t you think I would know?

Family sucks, sometimes.